Sometimes I can't help but to think that if I'm at the other option, my life might be better. I might be happier. At least, it is something I like. But I know that I shouldn't have those thoughts because it will make my life now even more difficult. Though sometimes it may sound very logically to me that it will definitely come in handy for me in later part of my life, I just don't really like it because I don't think that I am really that kind of person. Though it may polish me into a better person, I just don't really enjoy it at times. But all of these bring me back to the decision I made few years ago. I just got to learn and convince myself and accept it.

Random:

Those strings snapped before I could even lay my hands & fingers on it again. ):