Friday, October 13, 2006


got back my english p2 and maths p1/2 results today. overall, im satisfied. many teachers were absent again. so, ali/shan/peijie/ me played "STRESS" during those free periods. we were having so much fun that we shouted so loudly in class unknowingly. =/
after school, shan/hwan/yong jie/me went to give mdm zurina the belated presents. (: she was touched. hope she likes it. then, jojo/mil/licia/michelle/me went out of school together. all of us sent michelle back to her doorstep! fun fun! (: next, we went to the 2 playgrounds around my house. we took pictures there, slacked and played there for quite some time before they all sent me back. (: though the time spent together was short, i had a wonderful time. thanks girls, i really enjoyed myself. (:

ya la. you all can understand but not me, happy? you all thought i really want things to be this way? if you guys thinks that im a hypocrite, so be it. i know deep down, some of you don't trust me. there's no need for you to pretend. it's obvious. all the while, i'm struggling. struggling real real hard to keep everything back to place. cant all of you feel it? whatever i do is always wrong to many of you. right now, i'm not shifting the blame to anybody. but this is how i felt each time you all treated me this way. it may not affect all of you, but it hurts. i don't like this feeling. it is terrible. i can hardly hold on anymore. im disintegrating, day by day. ):

an avalanche of problems occured;
i can do nothing but to flounder helplessly.

3:20 pm
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when things just fall
and break up all,
do not cry and fall along too.
stand up and be brave,
and fight all the way through.
even though
it's always so difficult,
remember,
it's always worth
trying a little more.
do not cry too hard
when things just fall.
do not fall too hard
when things just sucks.
smile and you will be alright.

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