"future" thoughts really confused me out. and sometimes i wondered, "could all these be prevented in the first place?" and right now, this question keeps pondering on my mind. we never knew what's gonna happen next. we can only predict and hope it goes the way we want. i am so uncertain about myself now. i couldn give a definite answer. i once thought about that as well. but i didn expect you to do so too. perhaps, life is really all about making choices.