IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THAT. )=

up till now, i still felt this way.
ever since i came to sec 3,
i cant catch up with all the things around me,
be it friends, studies, CCA.
it all seemed to happen so quickly.
i'm already trying very hard to follow up the pace,
somehow, i failed.

my dear blog, you are the only one
i can confide my problems to,
and to throw all my tantrums at.
i dun wanna tell any of my friends.
i dun wan to add on to their problems.
i'm trying to be brave and strong in front of them,
by being crazy at all times, acting as if im not affected.

i felt miserable and helpless all of the sudden.
i had the urge to cry. i really want to.
can i? )`=