i failed to salvage their friendship. )=

so many things are happening among the BIG group of us.
i dunno why. i just felt so helpless.
i had failed as a friend. seriously i think i do.
seeing them having conflicts all the time,
ignoring one another, i aren feeling any good.
i cant do anything to improve the situation,
but to look at what's happening with my BARE eyes.
they spite one another.
they pretend that they dun care.
they speak behind each other's back.
all these lil lil things they do dun hurt themselves,
but the people arnd them.

evan, if you didn tell me abt it,
i would not come to realise how serious the situation was.
thanks alot.
and.. i`m sorry if my mood affects yours. =((
sorry to have you to crack your brain to find out solution, when you are sleeping.
as i had told you, i cant help much.
she confided her problems and miseries to you.
this shows how much she trusted you.
in time, you will come to realise that i didn do much, though you said the day wont come.
dun put in too much confident in me.
i might disappoint you greatly.
it's always you guys that know me best.
always there for me whenever i need help. (((:
a million thanks to all of you wont be enough to show how much i appreciated you guys.

btw, mugged maths and chem in school with mil.
many things happened.
both good and bad.
i guess i shall just forget it all.